finding the difference deep in me 
  try to erect my spine 
  by selling my personality 
  ? 
  Harming the ones I love 
  sharing the hate that?s shaking me 
  trying to stop my fall 
  Fragments of warmth are leaving me 
  ? 
  Building a wall of lies 
  creating a mask of confidence 
  filling the cracks that show 
  with the solitary of my existance 
  ? 
  I cannot explain 
  what?s forming my disdain 
  I cannot feel redemption 
  Hate without restraint 
  Burry my complaint 
  with the rapture of pretention 
  ? 
  Willing to change my mind 
  feeling the distance inside of me 
  proving the force of thought 
  selling the fear that?s left to be 
  ? 
  Building a wall of lies 
  creating a mask of confidence 
  filling the cracks that show 
  with the solitary of my existance 
  ? 
  I cannot explain 
  what?s forming my disdain 
  I cannnot feel redemption 
  Hate without restraint 
  Burry my complaint 
  with the rapture intention