Sometimes life is more than pain to me  
  I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief  
  All the secrets that I hide would die with me  
  
  Depression is my only friend. Will this torture never end?  
  Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky  
  I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams?  
  When I fade away I fade, away.  
  
  Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay  
  Soon I'll call it all a day, away.  
  I've never felt what you call guilt  
  I still believe "do what thou wilt"  
  My sorrow will destroy the world I've built  
  
  This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak  
  My heart is cold and bleak.. Black blood, black tears