Now I don?t 
 I used to love him 
 Now I don?t 
 Now I don?t 
  
 As I look at what I?ve done 
 The type of life that I?ve lived 
 How many things I pray the father will forgive 
 One situation involved a young man 
 He was the ocean and I was the sand 
 He stole my heart like a thief in the night 
 Dulled my senses and blurred my sight 
  
 1 - I used to love him but now I don?t 
 I used to love him but now I don?t 
  
 I chose the road of passion and pain 
 Sacrificed too much and waited in vain 
 Gave up my power ceased being queen 
 Addicted to love yeah, like the drug of 
 Drug of a fiend 
  
 Torn and confused wasted and used 
 Reached the crossroad which path would I choose 
 Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated 
 For something to happen that just wasn?t fated 
 Thought what I wanted was something I needed 
 When mamma said no then I just should have heeded 
 Misled I bled till the poison was gone 
 And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn 
  
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 Father you saved me and showed me that life 
 Was much more than being some foolish man?s wife 
 Showed me that love was respect and devotion 
 Greater than planets and deeper than any oceans 
 See, my soul was weary but now it?s replenished 
 Content because that part of my life is finished, oh yeah 
  
 I see him sometimes and the look in his eye 
 Is one of a man whose lost treasures untold 
 But my heart is gold, see I took back my soul 
 And totally let my creator control 
 The life which was his to begin with 
  
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