My life is fading right before my eyes, very fast 
 Reminisin' bout the mother that I never had 
 She split from all this shit and left me with dad 
 Goddamn, was it my fault, somethin' I'd done 
 To make my mother leave and forget her muthafuckin' son 
 Now I ain't seen her for thirteen muthafuckin' years 
 Where the fuck you at mom?  I've shed so many fuckin' tears 
 You must not give a damn what the fuck happens to me 
 What about my older brother, you think that he doesn't see? 
 You and dad wasn't in love, why the fuck am I here? 
 Am I a mistake?  Is that why you disappeared? 
 Now I'm madder than a muthafucka, take a shot of liquor 
 I know it ain't good, but it will get me off this Earth quicker 
 I wish I could go back and miscarriage my birth 
 Ain't nothin' worth livin' for on this hopeless Earth 
  
 [Chorus-2x] 
 Dear momma, reall what the fuck can I say? 
 I don't even know you, does it have to be this way? 
 Don't a fuckin' minute pass that you ain't on my mind 
 Without you in my life, I feel so blind 
  
 My father tells me about you, I don't know if it's true 
 He said you never cared for me, so why the fuck should I care for you? 
 Is it true?  Do you hate me?  Am I not your child? 
 If I ever met you, would you be in denial? 
 Tell me why there's so much hate between you two 
 Everytime I ask my dad it falls right back on you 
 If you wuz never in love, what took so long to find out? 
 You had my brother four years before I wuz planned out 
 Life's just fucked up, this shit just isn't fair 
 I don't even know you and you don't even fuckin' care 
 For all I know, you may not even be alive 
 Goddamn, if you ain't I won't even cry 
 If you are gone I probably won't feel any anger 
 My feelings won't let me cry for a muthafuckin' stranger 
  
 [Chorus-2x] 
  
 I'm just writin' you this song to let you know how I feel 
 I play life like it's a game, but shit is just so real 
 Now I understand why I just don't give a fuck 
 With all this pain in my brain, I feel like I'm stuck 
 So, I'm smokin' weed and doin' thangs I ain't supposed to do 
 Well, it looks to me like I'm takin' right after you 
 So, momma if you hear me, I ain't too far 
 I won't live long, cuz life is just too hard 
  
 [Chorus-4x] 
  
 I dedicate this song to my muthafuckin' momma. 
 To anyone without a momma, y'all know how it feels. 
 Life's harder than a muthafucka, exspecially not knowin' your momma. 
 But keep it real, you gotta keep your head up, that's my word