Where am I? Yo  it's ill  
  
 (Verse 1)  
  
 Yo my wife's tired of fucking me  
 Life tries ducking me  
 Luckily I find 'em just at the right time  
 Mack in my right arm  Tequila bottle in  
 My left arm like Cristian  
 Watching my life go  keeping myself in  
 Wolves in the night yo  hells men  
 Two revolvers I can let twelve spin  
 Hop in my Benz  push it to the limit  
 Buck sixty  who wit' me? My (?) to well  
 Twisted blunts and inner conscience  
 Telling me that I aint shit  
 No matter how much cash I sit with  
 Still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness  
 My precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain  
 To replenish my adolescent brain  
 Blessed be her name, before her birth I was insane  
 So I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the pain  
 I ate from these poisonous, fucked up streets  
 Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more to eat  
 Though I took, that was to live, hope God will forgive  
 As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is  
 To maintain, bitches playin' games  
 Niggas snitchin', I aint saying names  
 But y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang  
 Lost so many close niggas, drunk almost crashed  
 I'm going too fast, highway patrol will just flash  
 Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock me  
 Instead they speed ahead  
 Yo nigga watch me  
  
  
 Chorus:  
  
 I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat  
 I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef  
 I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to  
 Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to  
 Steering wheel in my hand  
 Trying to hold it steady  
 Anything in my way is dead  
 Cause that's the way I feel, I am already  
 When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone  
 Drunk by myself  
  
 (Verse 2)  
  
 Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too once  
 Been in the shoes of a Wolf in the night when he hunts  
 For every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselves  
 Can't tell them niggas nothing though, bullets wak'em up well  
 Take them to hell  
 Stick up niggas once ran up on me  
 My deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me  
 I aint your mark homey  
 It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake  
 Spilling my bottle not even shook of the Jakes  
 Could hardly look both ways, put out the hayes blurry vision  
 Think about the time in my life before I was in televison  
 Hella women, jealous niggas up in my vision  
 Since we all hood niggas expect kilos  
 For what they not seeing is police expect Rico  
 Only if I could take care of everybody, intoxicated  
 Windows up blastin A.C. going wherever instinct takes me  
 I hate it when I'm like this  
 The bottle's my accomplice  
  
 Chorus: 1x  
  
 (Verse 3)  
  
 The reason that I want to be alone  
 Tired of all the things that went wrong  
 That would have went right if I would have did it on my own  
 Take another swigg  
 The more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts  
 Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down  
 Not knowing who to trust, runors about niggas coming through  
 Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was true  
 Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low lately  
 Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, lost again  
 To keep my mind off that weak shit  
 There's love through it all, things to live for  
 I swerve, almost crash into a wall  
 Think about the good, find myself laughing  
 Turn the cell off, no way to be reached  
 Know I'm near my crib, trying to see my way through the streets  
 Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass home  
 Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of this whip  
 Bring my ass to the crib  
 I'm tired...  
  
 Chorus: 1x