sometimes i think i stop breathing 
 i'm feeling weakened my eyes deceiving i'm seeing demons 
 or did my heart stop beating? 
 or was it that voice in my head telling me that i'm freaking? 
 I can't fake im always losing track of time 
 am i going crazy?Am i losing my mind? 
 I couldn't tell you where i've been today 
 I don't know if i'm still asleep or i'm still awake from yesterday 
 My body feels numb,i'm feeling cold 
 I guess its from all those drugs that i've done 
 I wish i could go back in time&change my life 
 But i guess i can't,i'm stuck with mine 
 people say that you have to feel somein 
 I guess i'm empty,I feel nothing 
  
 Sometimes i just don't care whether i live or die, 
 load the clip &close my eyes 
  
 (chrous) 
 Do i really wanna do it,am i weak enough to do it?(load the clip&close my eyes) 
 Do i really wanna do it,am i weak enough to do it?(sometimes i just don't care 
 whether i live or die) 
 Do i really wanna do it,am i weak enough to do it? 
  
 Just another day,just the same ol thing 
 Nothings changed,its just the same ol game 
 these voices keep fucking with my mind 
 telling me that i'm wrong,then telling me that i'm right 
 what the fuck am i supposed to believe in? 
 is what i see,really what i'm seeing?or is it all just make-believe 
 playing with me,can't you see that they're hatin me? 
 I can't control my rage,frustration like a bullet, a cage 
 my body's a cell,i'm locked inside 
 I can't break free no matter how hard i try 
 to fly away,i'm wrapped in bubble,double trouble 
 when you fuck with this rumble of a man,damn 
 I can't stand,i'm not stable.Do you think that you're able to beat me with 
 fists? 
 I'll come back with a knife,If i lose again,i'll come back with a gun,til you're 
 done 
 so when you see me,you better kill me cause i just don't give a fuck 
  
 Sometimes i just don't care whether i live or die, 
 load the clip &close my eye 
 (chorus) 
  
 So life is just a game&i think i'm losing 
 If i pull the plug will i keep on cruisng?or is that it? 
 how'd that make you feel knowing that there ain't no coming back 
 yeh,there ain't no appeal 
 till the sentence of death,darkness is what i am 
 blackout,there ain't no back out,its all too real 
 but i don't give a fuck with my body in this casket 
 I guess i'm stuck in this,nothing ever lasted 
 never asking for another chance 
 1 more shot,my life at a glance 
 I got caught with the short stickers 
 what i got,is what i thought 
 black dusted metal can make it real fucking hot 
 sometime someway,the sadest thing in life is wasting time 
 but uh,uh-oh,you don't wanna know me 
 but uh,you don't wanna know me homie 
  
 Sometimes i just don't care whether i live or die, 
 load the clip &close my eyes 
 (Chorus) 
 Sometimes i just don't care whether i live or die, 
 load the clip &close my eyes 
 (Chorus